A few seconds ago my question (>10k) was deleted. So I need an explanation. And avoid myself of further explaining this!
closed as not constructive by casperOne Apr 3 '13 at 15:13
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I deleted it. While I'm not unsympathetic to what you might be experiencing with your interactions on Stack Exchange, you've indicated that it's a purely personal problem.
This is something that is off topic for Meta Stack Exchange. Since there's very little chance that can be turned into something constructive or of use to Meta, I deleted it.
Again, while not unsympathetic, this is not the place to ask such questions if you know there are issues you have to address with yourself.
Meta is for addressing issues with the site, not how the site affects you.