Show all of my question/answers to me even if they are deleted
I deleted several posts of mine that only had 1-3 votes because I was under the impression that I wouldn't lose rep. points. But then, of course, a recalculation occurred and I lost a lot of points. I know that if I go to a post I deleted, I can un-delete it. But I don't remember all of the questions that had answers I deleted.
Is there any list that includes my deleted posts, or all posts including deleted ones? I looked in my activity log and deleted ones aren't included. Is there a StackExchange public query, that would show this information?