With all the down voting going on why not have the number next to your profile picture also reflect negative reputation that people including you can't see? Why isn't there a box where they can put why they down voted only you can see?
I notice even if I have a positive reputation after a long year long suspension I still have to be very careful not to get flagged. It is not like when you first start where you can make a few mistakes and get a day or week. If you get suspended it is for another year for any mistake you make. I am trying to fix my early errors but only receive more down votes or something that keeps me in a perpetual state of bans and suspensions. I just want to start fresh.